Though, some days fear does creep in and that little voice becomes really loud. The voice which questions and taunts me, " Who do you think you are?" Yet, I have also sought out spritual guidance and support. Last week I had a huge melt down in the office of the great spiritual leader, Dr Barbara King( If you don't know who she is, google her!) I was in tears, snot dripping, nose all red, a really ugly cry! The pressure was too much, too many people were counting on me, I was not feeling good enough, feeling there wasn't enough time, enough resources, there were too many things that needed to get done, and the list was endless....
Yet, I was grateful for her powerful words. Her ability to remind me to focus on the outcome, what were my desires? She also reminded me that I was "called" to do this work, that I should maintain faith that God would not bring me this far to fail me. I truly thank God for bringing this powerful womyn into my life at this time! She sat and talked with me for hours and then prayed with me. It was a morning that truly changed my life. One of my ah ha moments!
I also had another breakthrough mid week while meditating, a message came to me, that 'da Kink is bigger than me. I was instructed to release it, surrender it and let GOD. If only five people show up for 'da Kink or five million.... I can only do my BEST. And this is truly my BEST! My BEST VISION of me, My BEST and highest VISION of myself.
So, I ask you, each day to think is this the BEST and highest VISION of myself? And if you are not giving the world your best and highest Vison of yourself, you need to change what you are doing immediatley~
For the next few blog posts leading up to 'da Kink myself and the cast will be doing video blogs, to give you an up close and personal look into our world!!! What does it take to produce a theatrical production of this magnitude??? Oh boy! So keep checking out the blog and yes get your kink tixs!!!! ticketmaster.com